Oh my god.
Today will have to go down in history as the worst day ever.
I am sitting in the library here at lovely Towson, fuming mad.
There are so many reasons I don’t even know where to start…

Anyone who reads this can tell I am not the best with grammar. So in order to better myself as a writer I decided to take a grammar class here at school. It seemed easy enough, the teacher is a flake and it’s early so I have a hard time staying awake but I get through it. Today was our first test, she wasn’t even there, and she had someone else give it to us. Then it was nothing like the practice tests I had been doing on her website all yesterday and there were vocabulary words on there I had never seen. I would have done better on a French grammar test. I was so pissed because I studied all yesterday and I feel like it was a total waste of my time. Not to mention I already hate this teacher because of how she lowered an essay grade so much because of a concept I had never learned and she had never spoken about. UGH, I hate that this dumb little stupid class is going to bring down my GPA.

Next I get out of my class to have a LOVELY voice mail from the EMF department. One of my oh so intelligent teachers said their were scholarships available through this department and that anyone could apply for this one. So I thought why not at least try, so I wrote out an essay yesterday after class paid to have it copied 3 times and for the cover sheets and was going to hand it in. The application said nothing about a time, only a date. So I was very annoyed to see a sign on the closed office door saying they had been due at 3pm. So I simply put a post-it on them saying there was no specific time on the application and slipped it under the door. In the voice mail this woman in the EMF department told me that it was late and would not be considered because an e-mail was sent out to all EMF Majors about the time deadline. She then noticed I was not an EMF major and said it didn’t matter because it was only for EMF people. So it was a total waste of time and money and I am just so pissed off because my teacher said it was an open application and the woman was a total bitch to me over my voice mail. UGH.

So now I come to the library to do my work for my stupid hybrid class. I check my e-mail because it’s habit and see an e-mail from my old boss. I had e-mailed her weeks ago about finishing a project for her. I assumed this e-mail would have been thanking me and asking how long it took…. No, not at all. It was some BS e-mail that was like, “sorry this took so long, thanks for the page, I assume you are settled in your apartment. –fondly (her name)” - - - what the fuck is that?! (alex, shut it) She was supposed to pay for the service of having her site built since she can’t even work her printer let alone her website correctly. I am so pissed, I don’t know if I am more annoyed because I got it today, but I know if would be pissed because I did a service and she isn’t paying me for it. I am tempted to just fucking take it down and not answer any of her e-mails, because it’s just all total bull shit.

GREAT! I just got another e-mail from my 11am teacher…class is cancelled, which would be awesome if I didn’t work right after class and it is pointless for me to go home and then come all the way back here for work.
Seriously, what the fuck did I do to karma for her to be kicking my ass so badly this morning?? Flunked test-not even considered for scholarship-not paid for work-stuck at school with nothing to do until work.

I was to crawl into a ball and cry.
I want Alex to be here and make me feel better. :-( I miss him.

aww
one word:
BREEEAAATHE
in, out,
in, out.
then forget about the incovenience this has all caused, czu in 10 yrs, i doubt it will matter.. :l
breathe... :)
» heart-energy on 2007-10-02 10:30:29

Thats sucks. That sucks alot.

Maybe this evening will be better :)
» lyndeep on 2007-10-02 01:10:54

i've already talked to you about this.
but you know things will get better, you can't let one day give you such a dank look on life. you're an amazing person and i know that you can make the best out of the worst situation.
» ThisCharmingMan on 2007-10-02 05:07:42

what a bad day. but cheer up ... bad days won't reign ur life forever.
» renaye on 2007-10-02 11:49:18

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