i'm nearly 20 and i have learned a lesson the hardest way possible.
i had it and i lost it, and it was all my fault. no one to blame but myself.
i'm scared...petrified really. that for the first time in my life i think that i may actually be alone forever. and if not alone certainly not with the one i know i should be with.
i know i made my fair share of mistakes. but when he asked me out again i felt a glimmer of hope...like everything had happened for a reason...i just needed time to get my act together and when i finally did he was there asking me to be his again (not like i was really anyone elses to begin with)
but alas it all seems to have been some grave mistake and it was taken away. and now i sit here too afraid to move for fear that when i start moving, start thinking, that will make the words said tonight real..true..solid.
i am different, i am in love, i will always be in love. i will never be given a chance to prove this however and that is what makes me ill tonight.

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What happened?
» alexsedotcx on 2007-08-05 09:30:53

yeah, what happened?!?!?!
» Zanzibar on 2007-08-05 09:39:04

lol that was my question.. what happened??
» Princess_00 on 2007-08-06 01:14:46

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