does stress just make me really mean....or does it bring out what i am really thinking but never say?
because wow this weekend has been nuts. and it's like i can not control the verbal vomit vacating my mouth.
i just keep having this thought that this summer will be a real test of things. and my new outlook may change some stuff i never thought about before.
but i am really enjoying the new way i see life. it's so lame to look to the future all the time, especially when you are in college, i mean i can't really look past next semester, how could i decide if i wanted to live with a significant other later on down the road...why not wait until it is an actual possibility. because frankly thinking like that just seems like a waste of perfectly good now time. and then thinking abut marriage and babies! please i really think anyone who is 19 or 20 and thinking hard about that needs to realize how young they are and how much they can experience before they really grow up.
so i am focused on my last exam i will be taking in....9 hours, i'm not overly worried, if i don't do amazingly on it i think the worst grade i can get is like a B in the class.
I can't wait until Thursday when i am all moved out and back at my house. Then the countdown will really begin. the countdown to June 29th, when we move into our apartment. woohoo.

hmmm
i seem to remember some guy suggesting the same philosophy awhile back...haha...it definitely is less stressfull focusing on the present....if people spend all their time worrying about what they will do tomorrow...they'll never get anything done today
» Rip-Tide-Prophecy on 2007-05-22 08:25:00

i'm sure i told you this about 3 years ago.. you sure didn't listen.. but whatever.. lets all just live in the now!
x3
» ThisCharmingMan on 2007-05-23 01:38:05

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