....I have to go home in about 14 hours...
I don't know if i want to go home. I don't really know what i will do over break. All of my friends for the past year were Mike's and now i kind of feel like i have no friends back there, because i mean if he won't even talk to me then they certainly won't. I wasn't overly close with any of them but they were the people i spent my time with. I have Colleen and Casey, but they both have boyfriends and i don't want to big them a lot over break and annoy them. I always knew that when stuff ended with Mike i would be left friendless, but now i actaully that to live with that fact for a month.
Give me a week and i will be counting the day until i can come back to school. Jamie is staying in Towson over break in an apartment...can you say sleepover??? And some high school girls that i don't really talk to a whole lot like Alisa and Sandra, they seem to have made their own AACC friends and i don't know if i will fit into the picture well at all. Tina only seems to have an interest in me because now she won't be alone when Alex hangs out with Ryan. I don't really feel okay hanging out with Josh alone if he even had the time because i feel like Krystal would get upset...
i am not looking forward to this break. Not to mention i got really sick this afternoon and my moom said she might need to take me to the doctor.... i haven't been to the doctor in years i only went a year ago for some shots and before that i think the last time i went to the doctor's was in like middle or even grade school...
ew

hmmph.. these are times i really wish i drove because i could come spend LOTS of time with you, so much that you'd get annoyed with me.. so much that you'd never want to see me again. grr.. i hate being immobile
» ThisCharmingMan on 2006-12-18 11:29:03

you will always have friends....
i tried to talk to you last night but you were busy....although you sound like you "always knew" that things would end with us...we'll see what happens over the break....i told you i needed until at least break....i never said i wasn't going to try to be your friend after it was over....
» Rip-Tide-Prophecy on 2006-12-19 08:55:31

happy new year.
» renaye on 2006-12-31 12:10:01

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